Where I ponder the strange powerful effects of things in your vagina that turn on and off your brain almost immediately.

What is it about great sex that makes you never want to wake up to reality again? It must be semi-hormonal like the high after an awesome workout or after an orgasm. I’m not really sure. All I know is I’ve been totally stressing myself out and it felt so nice to finally decompress.

I guess I am kind of concerned at the same time that maybe this isn’t a ‘real’ break-up yet, as my girlfriend said. As we are still seeing each other, intimately I mean. And aren’t seeing anyone else yet. And if/when we do, that may very well get weird. We’ve talked about it but there’s no way we can tell how we’ll feel until one of us does it.

I mean I still do think of myself as single. But it’s nice not to feel so alone in the world and lonely as I often do when I’m single. Like a Shiuan-Island. With a palm tree on it. So far we’ve been working together well, continuing building a project together. I’m glad our friendship and working together has sustained, even if our formal relationship did not. We are still really close and open and honest with each other and we handle arguments better than before. Let’s see how long we can keep this up!